Saturday, February 28, 2004
There will be a point of time where i would have given up on her...
and that will be now.
Nothin she says seems to be rite.
The things she says are so unsensible
if she ever wants to be respected again
she should take back the words that she had said.
It juz seems that she does not have the word respect in her dictionary.
i juz wished to do the things i want
but she comes along and blocks it.
the words she had said is still floating at the back of my mind.
i juz could not believe she said it.
she juz does not take it seriosly and thinks that it is nothing.
Nothing meaningful.
i juz could not tolerate her anymore
and that person would be my MUM!
There is a limit to everything...i hope she will not go any further than that...
-embrace yourself- -
Friday, February 27, 2004
I envy people who go out after skool
to places like orchard while i have to sneak out.
while outside i will have to keep a look out for my relatives or parents.
i am so tired of such life.
i am getting more sick of it.
SICK!SICK!SICK!
i feel like i am suffocating under my mum's grasp,
getting more and more helpless.
How i wish my mum would released her grasp on me abit!
Now i wish i could get alittle more freedom.
no matter how hard i negotiate with her
the answer will still be a NO
All i wanted to do was to go out with my friends whom i have known for 2years
she knows that i will be with them but she still does not agree.
she is so damn unreasonable!
All i ask for was a little freedom!
Crying does not work on her
her heart is made of stone and she is old-fashioned in her thinking.
i would also not want to waste tears on her,
not worth it.
Now i have no other alternatives
but to sneak out when i have a good opportunity and excuse.
Life is so hard.
Suffocating under the grasp's of my mum...can someone help me?
-embrace yourself- -
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Back again!
So happy common test is over.
Free at last.
I am so prepared to see 'F' on my test papers.
The s.s test was so damn difficult lor.
onli given 45 min to do 4 qs with 6sources.
Actually dun even have to study from the textbook,
go in without studying also can do the test onli not enough time.
Make me study so hard but in the end still will fail, wat diff. does it make
Life is so hard...
Feel like having a good sleep now.
The eyebags are getting heavier and heavier.
Study so hard also no use
Sian !
zzzzzz..........
i am off to sleep...zzz...(drip,drip)yucks! that sounds like the saliva dripping!
-embrace yourself- -
Saturday, February 14, 2004
hi ! I am back again.
The previous post was a masterpiece done by ying yee.
today went kency hse.
Was being harrassed by kency's brother,Kenji.
Totally fun wat.
Whole time at kency's house we were all doing other thing instead of cme project.
Until the last min then everybody start doing.
Totally great wat. Sure can finish on time wat.
That stupid yy tried to call my hp and pretend to be somebody else,
but i knew it was her cos who will speak like this.
Only yy voicebox can do such a trick.
She sounds like a mouse.
Her only makes my hand stand
Yeah!Now everybody in our clique got a hp.
Then they can all hang their new handphone chain on it.
So damn nice lor.
Only clever Sing Ning can come up with such ideas.
Got to start mugging in my books.
Common test is like in a weeks time,
totally great wat!
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!
-embrace yourself- -
Saturday, February 07, 2004
I AM BACK!! it's been more than 100 hours since i last started BLOGGING!!
HAHA.
okie there are too many days to start
03022004 04022004 05022004 06022004
maybe i don't start any
HoooHoooooooooo
Mugging process will be starting soon
all thx to the school
why bother to have zillons of tests waiting for us
and the results will either be a "YAY" for u
OR a "oh-oh" bcause when u get back home
heheh. u will get a BIG surprise for ur folks
so tadah. i am determine to study for the next few minutes and snooze to lala land.
I AM READY. COME ON.....
and off singning went to lala land without even bother to flip thru any of her books. :D
-embrace yourself- -
Monday, February 02, 2004
hey, blogging again.
Finally my mum buys me a handphone.
Like waited for dun neo how long.
Got flu yesterday, until now still haven recover.
Dun feel like goin cross country lor.
So sick.
this week got so many test.
one week got 5 test.
so sian lor.
holiday also cannot rest.
sick,sick,sick.
My mind is bloated from too much of studying, soon it will explode!
-embrace yourself- -
